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Isn't is cute? Doesn't it make your heart all warm and melty? Well...guess what! I'm sort of evil, and I'm going to write a short, depressing fic to neutralize the cuteness.



His toes hang over the edge of the cliff, and he steps closer. Soon, he is only tethered by his heels, and he is on the edge.

It is a feeling that he knows, and knows well. The wind is rushing around him, nudging him forward, but he can't hear it ruffling the snow-white hair around his ears. No matter how large and soft and pretty they are, they have never heard anything. He has been deaf since birth, so, he reckons, he has never heard his mother's heartbeat, as others have.

He shuffles a little closer to the edge, unfazed by the wind, which, oddly, contrasts the way he has been for the full fifteen years that he existed. He rocks on the balls of his feet, suddenly giddy and giggling, a sound that he can feel and not hear. It's ALWAYS like this, teetering and disorienting. HE doesn't know what to do, how to fit in, not with the other nekos. He doesn't like the way they look at him when he talks (he doesn't know why they stare so), so he doesn't talk. He can't hear when they sneak up to tease, to torment, to humiliate, so he steers clear of them, stays high in trees, where he feels safe.

Nobody seems to like him, not the way that they like each other. They don't smile and laugh...well, they do, but it's different. Odd. The smiles are mixed with something that he didn't understand fully until today. Resentment. Anger. Hate. And satisfaction.

As he stares down into the sheer drop, seeing the turbulent surface upon which he will land, he feels the same, satisfaction the most. He doesn't know why dying will help, he just knows that it will. He slides one foot back, dropping into a crouch before he leaps high into the air, into the nothingness in front of him, with the certainty that this one action will fix everything.

As he meets his death, he leaves the silent world for a silence that is much more welcoming.


Yeah, that came out of nowhere. The main character is a neko with pale skin, white fur and pale blue eyes, and that's why he's deaf. My neko, by the way, tend to have cat ears and tails, and their skin may or not be the same colour as their fur. It depends on the fic, really, and I'm still tweaking with the rules to see how much cat I want to put into them. By the way, the MC? He has no name because he doesn't know his. He's never heard it.


skin by WikiME
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She sits at her desk, watching. Waiting. Absently humming a Phineas and Ferb song under her breath. Her fingers are poised, ready, on Tony's keys, tapping, but not pressing. No words come, not yet, not until it's time.

She's tried to distract herself, reading fiction and fanfiction, manga and comics, YA and fantasy, watching anime and British comedy, but she always finds herself dragged back to this, the waiting. The gum she eventually started to chew got her to focus for a little longer, to put more detail into the characters, the scenery, overall feel of her story (which is odd, considering she's pretty vague when it comes to planning), but she got too antsy to keep at it.

God, this is excruciating. It's stupid too, she has school tomorrow, and she's got to get up at 5:45 am to get ready.

The number on the digital clock rises, and her heart jumps, anxiety and anticipation twining in her stomach. She looks at her commandments for NaNo, and thinks of the long stretch of November ahead of her. It'd be great if she won, but mainly she's in it for the experience. And the free proof copy of her book, should she win.

Another minute tiks by, and her heart flutters. She pushes her glasses further up the bridge of her nose, and glances at her plot outline, trying to figure out how to start her story. Yes, the point is more quantity than quality, but she wants it to be a good story, something that's fun to read, but less rough than she knows it will be, come the end of November.

It's ten minutes to midnight, and she's on edge and tired, but she knows it'll be worth it. Entwined in the mess of chaos and nerves that she knows will come, there will be deep the deep satisfaction of completion, knowing that she's kept a promise to herself and accomplished something that she'll remember for the rest of her life.

The minute, second and hour hand on the wall clock converge, just as her digital watch beeps to signal the hour. Finally, she presses down on Tony's keys, and the blank paper of Word begins to fill with her favourite font.


Yup, that's about me...NaNo starts in TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES. Wish me luck...

(and yes, my laptop is called Tony)
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I won Script Frenzy! And I did it ahead of time, which is even better! Alright, I've only finished on of my scripts, but it's the 100 page one, and I managed to do 101 pages. That is freaking awesome.

In other news, I'm sixteen now (birthday was on the 21st) :meow:
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So. I've entered ScriptFrenzy with two different accounts (is that allowed...?), and it starts in EIGHT days. Wow. Pressure. Anyhow, I'm not going to be on as frequently (like you can tell that I'm on...), but I will post the scripts on here in chapters. Or acts.

For one, it's actually going to be one script. It'll be a Robin Hood parody, where he's kind of an idiot and he has a twin sister whose name is Robin (Robin Hood's actual name is Robert). She thinks that he's irritating, but she tolerates him (because they're both outlaws), and she tries her best to actually help him with the whole Maid Marion thing.

That's not the entire plot, but the real reason I'm posting this is because I want to make a poster, and I have no idea how. I was hoping to get some advice...

If you know how, can you comment on this please? Thanks.

Oh, and I have a Formspring: formspring.me/RangerCam14 So if you have any questions about anything, you can ask them there.

See ya!
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Hey,
I'm asking anybody who can draw fairly well to draw some characters for a story I'm writing.
I'm kinda looking for a manga-style artist, but any kind will do.If anybody wants to draw for me, please respond to this entry.
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